Monday, May 11, 2009

here i am!

I have been absent lately from this blog because of many things! I have been battling this awful chest/sinus cold for THREE weeks now and so I have not been FIRMing because of it and I have had two weekends where I went off and cheated some! I am getting back going with it today where I will not be cheating anymore until Jim and I's weekend getaway at the end of May! Reason being is as of right now I still cant seem to find the balance of just eating a little something bad, when I do that I want it all. I do not want to keep cheating every so often because I will not get anywhere! My goal is 50 pounds of weight loss by Sam and Auri's wedding which is in two weeks! I only had 10 pounds to lose but now that I cheated some I have 14 1/2 to lose! So i know that sounds almost impossible BUT i am figuring if I eat VERY clean and do my FIRM workouts 5 times a week for a total of 10 FIRM workouts before the wedding, I should be super close or at 50! I seem to lose really fast when I workout with the FIRM dvd's! I just have not been able to do them lately because of being sick! So today I am going to go back and read all my motivating quote posts and think about my goals and all that to help encourage and motivate myself to getting back clean!

Love, april